I am listening to Cd’s from Joyce Meyer regarding becoming calm and collected. I feel my painting is improving because of my own calming and focus on my attitude. It is all connecting and I feel good about how the stress has dropped to a level I never realized possible. Im at a point I felt only through medical drugs to treat anxiety many years ago, and now I feel it without drugs! I stopped taking my drugs two months ago because my mind is in control I am calm. Wow, I feel good. I thought I could never get away from the drugs but God has led me in a way I never thought possible. I know God is real and I know that Christ is real. Christ is the way.
A friend said the other evening isnt this new feeling because of a conicidence and I said no… I told her, I said, “I told God I can’t do it I tried”… I turned it to him. The seventeen years before of me doing it omn my own never worked. He led me to tell Annette (former wife) once again that I forgiver her. This time it worked. When I called Annette to forgiver for our divorce some 17 years ago it was God that moved me to say I forgive you. Since that moment the stress has lifted. The stress weight is gone! 12,000 lbs have lifted off of each shoulder. the stress is gone. Thanks Be To God!
I believe God has a plan and I am not big enough to figure it out… but I know I’m in training and I will follow. Well, I am rambling … I’m not a writer, but I’m an artist. Bottom line I could not forgive Annette without God’s effort. I turned it to him and said it is in your hands show me the way.
The decoration flags on Southern Star mean the stress is lifted! The new feeling is: Calm Cool and collected. Enjoy!
Southern star has her Decoration Flags flying
Decoration flags on Southern star send message: Calm Cool & Collected
I must calm myself and enjoy the time I have.... not worry about what I can not control.